Thursday, October 09, 2003
last night was by-far one of my weirdest, most vivid dreams yet...i woke up at 730 am and i remembered EVERYTHING, but then i fell asleep for another hour so now it is sort of blurry.
...in one part my friend nikki and i were at a party..we decided to leave, and on our way out of the neighborhood we saw people just standing on the sidewalk, staring at us. we passed them and i looked in my rearview mirror, and they were still staring. this sort of creeped us out. so we went back to the party, except we took the other way around. when we got there, no one was there. the house was all boarded up, with a "for sale" sign in the yard... so we wanted to leave again, but we didn't want to go "that way". so to avoid it, we drove really fast the other way and off of a cliff. one of the strange people was down at the bottom, holding a liquor bottle. and we landed on him. when i looked in the rearview mirror again i thought that i would see him dead, but he was turned around looking. so i realized that he must have already been dead.
...in the next part of my dream, i was sitting on top of my dresser. my ex-boyfriend comes in and comes over to me. "let me kiss you," he says. i ask why. so he kisses me. it felt so real that in my dream i remember thinking, "this had better be real, this can't be a dream." we kissed each other a long time and finally he stops to hold me. "what does this mean?" i whispered in his ear. "you'll see tomorrow." He told me. then he kisses me, only this time his mouth tastes like vomit. but i don't stop because we are together again. i keep holding him so close, not wanting to let go.
Posted at 09:20 am by miserywillsing
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
matchbook romance-"the greatest fall"
the hand on my clock strikes two, in times when i got the best of you, we made promises we couldn't keep, and every night we couldn't sleep. i didn't know why, but didn't ask questions because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life, where i did something right.
i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time.
you pick me apart, while i search for whitty things to say (in my defense), "you'll never amount to anything, anyway." (Don't press your luck) and think that i'm impressed with your one night stands and your contagious kiss, i'm trying to get this right. yeah, cause i'm ridiculous like that. i'll keep this as a constant reminder of the nights i spent holding onto her, and rest assured, i'm moving on--i miss you less with each day you're gone-you're gone.
Posted at 01:17 pm by miserywillsing
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Name: Chelle Age: 19 Location: in a piss ant town in Florida. I am a full time college student and I have a full time job. But in the time that I am not doing that stuff, I like wasting time with my friends. *LOVES* dance, punk music, goth & hardcore, NIKKI, canadian guys, hugs, cartoons, IBC black cherry, trampolines, crushes & silly string. *HATES* soap operas, fake people, liars (:clears throat: DJ!), the paper that gets caught in the rings in spiral notebooks.
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